i don't recommend staying up the whole night.
damn. my hair was doing a whole flippy thing.
you had to be there in the whole moment xD
it was soooo WEIRD.
i tried everything.
gel, moose, and whatnot.
it's still looks drabby.
owell. my brother also said i did this weird walk.
he said i looked like a zombie.
i guess it was b/c of the stupid aches you get in the morning. my arms were flailing in front of me, like i was reaching for something.
wow. xD and my tongue was really numb for no reason at all.
so whenever i said an "s" word like "sleep", it would sound like slape.
ahahs. i need to go to sleep now.. x____x so tired.

no energy....

i cut a whole bunch of my friend's hair off. its true. once you start cutting you cant stop xD note-to-self: when one of your friends asks you to cut her hair,
just walk away.
im lucky im alive ;)

tonight was so much fun. me and my cousin were planning to go to this interesting show. we have our beautiful internet directions. and we are laughing and having a great time and then on our way (more like only 12 minutes) we got hungry, so we stopped by this nice little around-the-corner store for some goodies. the store was playing some strange music and my cousin was doing some matrix moves to the beat xD i just tried to swivel my hips. how do people do it? anyway, we got our goodies and we were on our way. and then we are lost. [in redneck town] although we are lost, we are still laughing. of course i was laughing. but we finally get there one hour later. and then after a few minutes of catching lightning bugs and more laughing we discover the show is saturday. so we called it quits. my dumb-dumb cousin slams on the brakes b/c we didnt see the stop sign and i screamed. and then we went with our alternate plan: barnes and noble for fraps and chai. chai tastes like christmas + european magazines. and it was hot in there so we simply ask the shop owner to open the windows. the jerk that he is, he refuses. my cousin gets mad and opens it herself. and i try to help the situation by angrily throwing a random book on the floor. and then we both start laughing for no apparent reason. and more laughing. LOL. till we got thrown out. but still more laughing on the way home :D i don't understand why he couldn't just open it for us. some people just cease to amaze me.

it is always so great to see people
you havent seen in a while.
and to enjoy being with them
and to laugh and to catch up
and to plan adventures.
my night was beautiful.
seeing a dear friend and talking on a cliff.
and looking out to see thousands of tiny trees
and a few scattered houses
and blinking city lights far off in the distance.

i miss you already, melanie.
it brings tears to my eyes
when i have to say goodbye
AGAIN
to someone so amazing and wonderful.
real tears.

dont try to fix me. im not broken.
dont try to change me. im perfect.
GOD made me. just be proud.